SIGH no matter how many times I said that word, the heavy load on my shoulder will never move away. I always thought as long as I look everything in a positive way, everything will be fine but now I am lost, really lost.
Today I did something really wrong and I feel bad about it Couldn't say the word sorry, I hate myself. The whole day I kept thinking about it and is still bothering me. other than that IT WAS A VERY BORING DAY : (! not saying that the teacher sucks not saying that the teacher always teach the same thing not saying that I dont have money to buy any food for breakfast not saying that I have to write a KARANGAN which was surprisingly. HARD Is just that I didnt have the mood to know whats happening not the usual mood. and thats the whole reason my day was boring. and the cause of it was ME HA! pathetic. WHEN am i gonna stop typing this emo-ly? : ) :0 :X :^ :D :P Some smilies to cheer myself up XD!
A wonderful picture.
I saw a bright light shining brightly at me. It was calling out to me. I wanted to hold it, grasp it, possessed it, and so I ran towards it. For sure I will capture it and when is almost in the grasp of my hand, I lost sight of it and I became LOST and SCARED.
RANDOM-ness.
Last friday our school had a photo session OH YAY = =" I am always looking forward to it and i make sure I will try to look good in it because one it is captured it will forever look like that it cant be changed unless i draw on it :D BUT THIS TIME I DID DAMN BADLY : (!! I 100% i look bad in it @ @! when we were taking the class photo (informal) I was shouting and the guy took it LOL! lol tats my 1st LOL today. I wanted to retake : (!! I bet my it took a pic of my mouth opening so wide LOL! gosh now i not looking forward to it : (!
now here's a random pic of me :D :
HAHA! I got nothing to do after decorating the class for NATIONAL DAY this was taken by SIDTH :D
helpp ME xd
I HATE THOSE PEOPLE who like to say so many craps but in the end they don't do it WTH is pointlesss and one of those people is me :D right now CURRENTLY I am studying and at the same time, playing. another WTH for me @.@ i think some of u may think MY GOSH! WHY IS SHE TYPE SO EMO-ly and yes if u are one of the people that think like that, congratulation u are WRONG :P! i am not emo I JUST SO SO annoyed! by what?! erm loads of stuff! right now the sun is shining at me so brightly and is increasing my annoying-ness. just now went to LOW YAT PLAZA my gosh! i just step inside and i alredi LOVE IT! everything seem so MODERN! and i want all XD! we ate lunch at something call BEAN O.O ok now i realize that LATTE taste soo.. wonderful = = oh yea taT WAS me being sarcastic gosh so annoyed = = and the mAIN cause of it is the CAR! i guess some of you will understand which car i am talking bout AND now i am gonna write a very emo pOEM bout that car = = Please dun enjoy it :D
I love that car Is the one and only for me. I want to ride on it. The comfy seat The beautiful sound of the engine I want it all
Now make it all opposite then u will TRuly understand my real feeling :D
I feel happy I feel wonderful I love everything around me I love it
Thats how I want to truly feel, and u realize something? I never even used the word LOL today tat mean i am really in a bad mood :D
and last thing, sorry if I hurt ur feelings or make you moody or something :D
FOOD POISONNING
just like what i wrote as my title for today post. FOOD POISONING!! roar!! SORRY FOR THE spelling too lazy to change it HAHA XD yes food poisoning! still havent find out the cause and because of that i have to go home early T.T not ponteng! SIDTH thought that i was too emo till stomach ache because i lost my pin lol it was just coincidence now i feel much much better after going to toilet a few time gosh lately i am so weak!! BUT NOOO!! I MUST BE STRONG!! since H1N1 is really serious nowadays u can never feel safe no matter where u go T.T" but not that i am SCare LOL! WHO SAYS I AM SCARE :D!! and YES something just pissed me off when i was sick!! but then i dun how to type it out that made me more pissed off! shud improve my ENGLISH :D kwan yee say i speak like an AMERICAN i was like so HAPPY :D! but then what she really meant was i speak chinese like AMERICAN which mean my chinese sucks LOL!
i wish time will just go slower look like i cant catch up with it anymore @ @ lol that was something out of topic XD
Another LAZY day of me :D
OK right now i feel like i nid to blog more nowadays WHY!?! because the gap between me and sidth for the number of blog is getting wider and wider and HELL! i dun like it LOL! i know is a lame reason :d so what should i CRAP = =" so today school got PJ we play poison ball divided to 2 groups MONKEY and ELEPHANT what's with the stupid name right lol = =? so i am MONKEY :D and we lose 3-1 lol damn noob lor we all but is just a game SO CHILL~ SO today i found out what is ahmad nickname is AH! so it sound pervert and HELL no i am not going to call him like tat = = i guess tats all LOL dun write too much :x oh! and i just broke my record :D din open my phone almost for like 5 days XD!!
FACEBOOK
YESH!! TRIALS are over. haha is just trial the reall big exam is still not over and i cant wait for it zzz i tink i did okok i guess oh well i really dun wanna crap bout it becoz for some reason when i tink bout it my head started to crack and so for my safety i wont talk bout it :D! and play FACEBOOK! lately i really starting to like facebook many things to do! well actually only 2 = =
1st is MAHJONG! lol this game is fun :D! i never thought i will like it = = but too bad la i sucks at it @ @!
2nd is RESTAURANT CITY lol i dont know why this pic so blurry but is so pinkish right XD? PINK ROCKS lol!
STINK
ok well i am back :D and woo! that was a nice bath and for some reason my hand still stinks! ARGH cant stand the smell man i wonder how many times i drop my bottle or someone else bottle this year lol i tink 5 times!?!? 5 TIMES!! and i have to mop the floor and in the end the class become smelly because the mop stinks T.T and so do my hand roar AFTER squeezing the mop with my bare hands! and mostly all my bottles broke after that LOL my frens keep saying my bottle is cheap = = haha well i love CHEAP STUFF lol! this time i drop HUEY YIN bottle T.T luckily hers is plastik if not i have to pay lol T.T and i would feel bad! BECAUSE TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY :D!! so HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUEY YIN :D! i doubt you read my blog anyway lol nevermind as long as our hearts are connected! LOL i sound les HAHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUEY YIN XD!!!
PHEW
i am finally done with my blog! been doing for like 2 whole hours= =? LOL argh my eye hurts T.T! is not very nice like the old ones haha but i tink i did a great job + i try using the newer templates since i see many ppl using it and WOW is much much harder than the classic one HAHA i guess i have to disagree with MR DOUGLAS Hardwork can kill me ! so right now i am gonna take a nice long bath and then continue to whatever i want to crap :D! been a month since i blog LOL trials and stuff, all slowly piling up doesnt even have time to do other stuff T.T and about the header i am disappointed about the pic been trying countless time but the pic still end up blur and not what i expected but other than that i tink others are okay except the chatbox T.T OH! in case you dont know my chat box is below! and i am gonna change it later again :D
I feel suffocated.
SIGH no matter how many times I said that word, the heavy load on my shoulder will never move away. I always thought as long as I look everything in a positive way, everything will be fine but now I am lost, really lost.
Today I did something really wrong and I feel bad about it Couldn't say the word sorry, I hate myself. The whole day I kept thinking about it and is still bothering me. other than that IT WAS A VERY BORING DAY : (! not saying that the teacher sucks not saying that the teacher always teach the same thing not saying that I dont have money to buy any food for breakfast not saying that I have to write a KARANGAN which was surprisingly. HARD Is just that I didnt have the mood to know whats happening not the usual mood. and thats the whole reason my day was boring. and the cause of it was ME HA! pathetic. WHEN am i gonna stop typing this emo-ly? : ) :0 :X :^ :D :P Some smilies to cheer myself up XD!
A wonderful picture.
I saw a bright light shining brightly at me. It was calling out to me. I wanted to hold it, grasp it, possessed it, and so I ran towards it. For sure I will capture it and when is almost in the grasp of my hand, I lost sight of it and I became LOST and SCARED.
RANDOM-ness.
Last friday our school had a photo session OH YAY = =" I am always looking forward to it and i make sure I will try to look good in it because one it is captured it will forever look like that it cant be changed unless i draw on it :D BUT THIS TIME I DID DAMN BADLY : (!! I 100% i look bad in it @ @! when we were taking the class photo (informal) I was shouting and the guy took it LOL! lol tats my 1st LOL today. I wanted to retake : (!! I bet my it took a pic of my mouth opening so wide LOL! gosh now i not looking forward to it : (!
now here's a random pic of me :D :
HAHA! I got nothing to do after decorating the class for NATIONAL DAY this was taken by SIDTH :D
helpp ME xd
I HATE THOSE PEOPLE who like to say so many craps but in the end they don't do it WTH is pointlesss and one of those people is me :D right now CURRENTLY I am studying and at the same time, playing. another WTH for me @.@ i think some of u may think MY GOSH! WHY IS SHE TYPE SO EMO-ly and yes if u are one of the people that think like that, congratulation u are WRONG :P! i am not emo I JUST SO SO annoyed! by what?! erm loads of stuff! right now the sun is shining at me so brightly and is increasing my annoying-ness. just now went to LOW YAT PLAZA my gosh! i just step inside and i alredi LOVE IT! everything seem so MODERN! and i want all XD! we ate lunch at something call BEAN O.O ok now i realize that LATTE taste soo.. wonderful = = oh yea taT WAS me being sarcastic gosh so annoyed = = and the mAIN cause of it is the CAR! i guess some of you will understand which car i am talking bout AND now i am gonna write a very emo pOEM bout that car = = Please dun enjoy it :D
I love that car Is the one and only for me. I want to ride on it. The comfy seat The beautiful sound of the engine I want it all
Now make it all opposite then u will TRuly understand my real feeling :D
I feel happy I feel wonderful I love everything around me I love it
Thats how I want to truly feel, and u realize something? I never even used the word LOL today tat mean i am really in a bad mood :D
and last thing, sorry if I hurt ur feelings or make you moody or something :D
FOOD POISONNING
just like what i wrote as my title for today post. FOOD POISONING!! roar!! SORRY FOR THE spelling too lazy to change it HAHA XD yes food poisoning! still havent find out the cause and because of that i have to go home early T.T not ponteng! SIDTH thought that i was too emo till stomach ache because i lost my pin lol it was just coincidence now i feel much much better after going to toilet a few time gosh lately i am so weak!! BUT NOOO!! I MUST BE STRONG!! since H1N1 is really serious nowadays u can never feel safe no matter where u go T.T" but not that i am SCare LOL! WHO SAYS I AM SCARE :D!! and YES something just pissed me off when i was sick!! but then i dun how to type it out that made me more pissed off! shud improve my ENGLISH :D kwan yee say i speak like an AMERICAN i was like so HAPPY :D! but then what she really meant was i speak chinese like AMERICAN which mean my chinese sucks LOL!
i wish time will just go slower look like i cant catch up with it anymore @ @ lol that was something out of topic XD
Another LAZY day of me :D
OK right now i feel like i nid to blog more nowadays WHY!?! because the gap between me and sidth for the number of blog is getting wider and wider and HELL! i dun like it LOL! i know is a lame reason :d so what should i CRAP = =" so today school got PJ we play poison ball divided to 2 groups MONKEY and ELEPHANT what's with the stupid name right lol = =? so i am MONKEY :D and we lose 3-1 lol damn noob lor we all but is just a game SO CHILL~ SO today i found out what is ahmad nickname is AH! so it sound pervert and HELL no i am not going to call him like tat = = i guess tats all LOL dun write too much :x oh! and i just broke my record :D din open my phone almost for like 5 days XD!!
FACEBOOK
YESH!! TRIALS are over. haha is just trial the reall big exam is still not over and i cant wait for it zzz i tink i did okok i guess oh well i really dun wanna crap bout it becoz for some reason when i tink bout it my head started to crack and so for my safety i wont talk bout it :D! and play FACEBOOK! lately i really starting to like facebook many things to do! well actually only 2 = =
1st is MAHJONG! lol this game is fun :D! i never thought i will like it = = but too bad la i sucks at it @ @!
2nd is RESTAURANT CITY lol i dont know why this pic so blurry but is so pinkish right XD? PINK ROCKS lol!
STINK
ok well i am back :D and woo! that was a nice bath and for some reason my hand still stinks! ARGH cant stand the smell man i wonder how many times i drop my bottle or someone else bottle this year lol i tink 5 times!?!? 5 TIMES!! and i have to mop the floor and in the end the class become smelly because the mop stinks T.T and so do my hand roar AFTER squeezing the mop with my bare hands! and mostly all my bottles broke after that LOL my frens keep saying my bottle is cheap = = haha well i love CHEAP STUFF lol! this time i drop HUEY YIN bottle T.T luckily hers is plastik if not i have to pay lol T.T and i would feel bad! BECAUSE TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY :D!! so HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUEY YIN :D! i doubt you read my blog anyway lol nevermind as long as our hearts are connected! LOL i sound les HAHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUEY YIN XD!!!
PHEW
i am finally done with my blog! been doing for like 2 whole hours= =? LOL argh my eye hurts T.T! is not very nice like the old ones haha but i tink i did a great job + i try using the newer templates since i see many ppl using it and WOW is much much harder than the classic one HAHA i guess i have to disagree with MR DOUGLAS Hardwork can kill me ! so right now i am gonna take a nice long bath and then continue to whatever i want to crap :D! been a month since i blog LOL trials and stuff, all slowly piling up doesnt even have time to do other stuff T.T and about the header i am disappointed about the pic been trying countless time but the pic still end up blur and not what i expected but other than that i tink others are okay except the chatbox T.T OH! in case you dont know my chat box is below! and i am gonna change it later again :D
