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I wonder...
I'm an idiot.
always running away from reality
eventhough i knew somewhere in my heart that I'll face it soonner or later.
I wish that it could dissapear
to ease my pain,
my sorrow.
yesterday
i learnt about life.
the sir told us that we should enjoy our life given by god.
ENJOY?
the word 'enjoy'
i couldn't feel it anymore.
i wish that i could go back to how it were
when things were different.
maybe i could enjoy my life now too
if i was a little stronger
then mayb things will be different.
GOD, please give me courage to move forward.
I wonder... are u still angry at me? i am really sorry i really am. so could you forgive me? YESTERDAY my family had steamboat at genting it was nice : 3 but eating it for 2 days and 1 night is pretty BORING >.> my mum bought too much ingredients. it was so scary >< i hate it when we have steamboat. my mum will buy alot of fishballs for me and my bro hais still treating me as a kind lols. i finally get to play AR TONELICO 2 since i left it at genting = = i thought i could finish but there werent enough time! ROAR! nvm la~ i went to bb ytd and we cook maggie : 3 mine wasnt veri good >.>" i bet i got the lowest mark lols. my maggie was too dry and soft. but i tink it was nice! mayb because we were veri hungry after learning how to set tent. haha it was fun la. my sis and mum came early to fetch me and my mum keep calling my name from the car. YES mum i can see u from here = =" she was jus parking at the entrance btw zzz urgh my head kind of pain >< mayb because i jus come down from genting and is making my head dizzy. i tink i should get rest now TATA~.
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