PAPER PLANE is the best. When i throw it, all my sadness will fly away. TOday i played paper planes with my fren. I threw alot and they all flew in a stupid way HAHA. Our class were full of them :x It was tiring. I wanted to catch it but i couldnt. and i looked stupid. BUT whatever it was fun - - AHMAD AND WEE KEN keep throwing paper at me zzz. Tomoro is installation day and i couldnt come becoz i nid to visit my lovely grandparents :3 Is too bad :( Many ex ssm is going to come and i am not there?? gosh how come i alway miss the fun part T.T I WANTED TO SEE ALL OF THEM oh~ i miss them so much. I feel like throwing some paper planes again.
60 EARTH HOURS!
LOL SIDTH called me to write something about it o.O WELL of coz i am gonna do it :3 I MEAN is like so fun~ HAHA one of my neighbour is gonna have open house and is exactly the same time. I WONDER WILL THEY TURN THE LIGHT OFF TOO @ @? I WONDER ANYONE IN MY NEIGHBOURHOOD GONNA DO IT @.@? HU KNOS~ lets wait until then. EVENTHOUGH i am those type of person who hate dark, but still what i hate more is losing this precious earth that i was born onto. SO LETS ALL DO IT :3 for the earth we love.
EXAM's over~
2 DAYS of exam and is finally over~. I din study veri seriously like last time. WHAT HAPPEN TO ME !!! and expected, results were bad. MATHS got 77% ngam ngam A. but whatever la is alredi in the past : ) no point bragging bout it now right?
When people are sad, they cry. Couldn't smile. Feeling sad. Wanted to be all alone. but still there are people who care about us. Wanted us to smile. By comforting us, Smile for us, listening to all our complains, and cheer us up. FOR me, that's what real LOVE is.
Teddy :3
I made a teddy.
A brown teddy.
A cute teddy.
WELL that's what i thought : / My pretty sis bought me a DIY teddy. It took me 2 days to finish it o.O DAMN it was tiring.
especiallyy the sewing part @ @ sewing is just not my specialty i guess :3 SO AFTER 2 DAYS OF HARDWORK and i finally done. eventhough i never expect that it will look like this!
IS CUTE RITE? lol i kno : x i cant believe i made it so sucessfully eventhough i sew a lot of stuff wrongly. FROM FAR, It look cute like HELL. but when u go near, u can realize there are a lot of mistake @ @! especially the nose i hate it the most = =" it look like a moustache! BLA~ whatever la as long as i like it. MY family kept laughing when looking at it o.O = ="
AND THEN SOMETHING happen..
RESTAURANT eat eat eat eat finish eating, went home. we arrive at our car. my mum was infront of me. and then she suddenly stop and say WHAT IS THIS!!! i was like so surprise. i look on the floor and so a brown stuff. i tot it was SHIT! i look closer and it was my TEDDY! LOL!!! i faster pick it up > and the people near there saw it and they were giggling LOL EMBARASSING LE > luckily nobody pick it up.
i mean nobody even want to pick it up - -!
POOR TEDDY ~
BECAREFUL of his eyes, it can pop out easily o.O.
I DECIDED TO NAME HIM, blackie.
took some picture with him.
took by my sis~
she make one too and it was cute @. @! EXPECTED ~compare to mine is.....NOTHING to say.
SO MAD @ @!
I feel like I am a bad person. I am right? Can I change? I want to change to be someone that can always smile every second, laugh with everyone, and had a HAPPY life. but that's just impossible right? there is no such thing. but still, even if there is an hour of happiness, I want to enjoy it : )
GOSH i am yapping NONSENSE again HAHA! I DECIDED!!! from tomorow on, I am going to study for my exam. but WHO KNOWS? i may be lazy and just sleep the whole day HAHA. I want ro get rid of my LAZY ATTITUDE i always get scolded because of it : x! OH and my DOLL-DOLL has a new glasses :3 she look so cute ! if u all din know about it, scroll down to my blog YOU'll saw her :3!
EVERYONE CHANGED.
i wonder..
how long has it been?
3 years.
thats a really long time.
i really missed all those memories and our old classmates : 3
okay,
i decided to write everything about them in this post.
First i would like to start with my BESTIES~ but without photo to know their faces, thats pretty boring but luckily i found one class photo from friendster ^^. lol i cant stop laughing looking at all those photos.
Can see clearly right ^^? ok so lets start with..
LOO YEE DEAR~ gosh i miss her. long time never talk to her. SHE WAS A VERY TALL PERSON and FUNNY haha ^^ now she study at SUNGAI LONG SCHOOL and i heard she's a prefect ^^! well i tink she is suitable for that job :3 LOL HAPPY BDAY anyway ^^
TAMARA DEAR~ aka MARA she sits beside me and she is a veri pretty girl ^^ she's cool and hot too ~ last week she visit us at school. AND GOSH SHE CHANGE SO MUCH but still the MARA we know~ she's moving to AUSTRALIA LIKE FOREVER?!?! i really going to miss her : (
SHELLY DEAR aka SHELL or SMELLY. haha she also change school alredy but of coz we got contact each other. She's doing great i called her last month. and told me i speak like DONALD DUCK?!?! woof i will never 4get that! HAHA
DINNY if i remember correctly. She was a cute little girl. and her voice was ADORABLY CUTE TOO! i remember she like pinkish stuff :3 gosh she shud hav smile in this pic = = she look sad : (
SIDTH she still same school with me and we still have fun together. i met her since standard 1 and up until now! so long right~? this is what ppl call childhood fren. She knows mostly everything about me HAHA.
YEN FENG she's smart, pretty, polite and kind. she always gets no 1 kind of jealous HAHA but proud of her too. She's still same school as me and we always hang out at our secret BASE HAHA :3 can barely see her face in the photo LOL
SHER WIN. She is veri smart and sporting too. i still remember she like to play footballs with the boys and she was good~. noow she study at cempaka but i saw her last sunday and we chat like HELL. haha. looks like she's veri busy with her school stuff :3 and she look taller too. gosh it made me look short HAHA.
CHUI SEE. She's a pretty girl ^^ and i still remember her cute handwriting. :3 is veri hard to contact her now since she dun online and she change her hp no alredi. i still remember i call the wrong person when i was trying to call her LOL embarassing anyway i kno is late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY :3
lastly, MATHURA. haha i bet alot of ppl remember her. She was a weird girl. i barely talk to her actually but i kno she like VIJESH HAHA. too bad she's not in the photo.
i guess thats all the girls. now the guys.... there is a little guys in the pic mayb they went playing footbal that time.
KENNY i remember this guy was the most evil one in the class. he used to bit me and bully me = ="! and he stinks after playing back from football. but he funny la HAHA. always let tcher scold lol.
WENG JUN this guys is very shy. well that was what i remember la but last month i chat with him and he keep calling me **** i was like = =" but he is doing well anyway he studying in SRI GARDEN NOW :3 gosh i miss his cute little sis.
LIANG SHENG GOSH THIS GUY IS THE CUTEst in our class HAHA i still remember he used to call us STUPID GIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLL it was like so cute and funny HAHA and his drawing too. i love all his drawing :3 their eyes are all big and cute and so is he writing it was HUGE. lol I WONDER HOW he is doing now :3
JIA JUN the twin brothers. this is the elder one. gosh i still remember he used to tell me lame jokes from behind and i laugh like hell. and all of them are super duper lame = =" no sense at all. and he love playing pokemon cards alot i still remember i lie to him about the gold pokemon card HAHA.
JIA JIAN the other twin this guy is different from his elder bro. i remember he bit me sometimes dunno why @ @ kinda forget : p they both are now studying at SRI GARDEN and i heard from WEN JUN they doing fine :3
CRAIG aka COW lol we call him cow becoz he ate grass when he fell down accidentally so from that say on we call him COW now he study in STELLA MARIS lol so far @ @ and he's still thin like hell. = =" but his little bro so cute and fat :3 i chat with him ytd i tink = = but he was busy so din really chat with us SAD :(
JASON a quiet guy thats what i tink = = " he's smart and like to play football like other guys now he study perimbun and he came to our school last year gosh he change so much barely recognized him. and he so sarcastion SOSOSOSOSOOSOSOSO SARCASTIC ROAR!! veri hard talking to him.
SOON HONG this guy still study same school as us and is quiet as usual = = still scare of girls as usual i tink i shud wear like boy then can talk to him @ @ so hard to talk to him anyway he same team with us for sej project kinda sad :3 he's the onli guy with tian chun in the team.
KAH SENG almost 4get bout you~ what can i say? u still same school as me and as cute as ever HAHA lol he sure bit me when he read this
WAI LOON this guy also long time never contact him the last time was KENNY BDAY PARTy i tin lol he was veri quiet that time :3 i like they way he tuck in his shirt :x i duno how to contact him now sinc ehe barely online too.
EZAMIL this guys still same school as me too. he funny and change alot from this pic la he look like nerd in it = = but now u look handsome handome lor ^^
THATS ALL I GUESS ^^ miss u guys so muchiexx!
It was a fun study trip. :3
LOL today was pretty fun :3 we were suppose to go library @ @ sidth mum drove us there but it din open on MONDAY. so ok lor when arkib lor i saw kah seng and his frens there we arrive there like around 11am and they alredi done at the arkib i wonder what time did there arrive there @ @ i was like = =" since when they become so hardworking LOL ~ it was veri mafan jus to go in to arkib have to register and cannot bring bag and not even pencil box is not like anyone is gonna kill some1 with a pensil box LOL~ so we went in. GOSH it was.. duno how to say le 1st time went in and there is veri little books erm kind of surprise and wats more surprise is there is barely anything on kellie's castle we were like so dissapointed we all look so emo. there were another group of student that sat beside us and i saw them finding so many information. i was like so jealous. SIDTH mum really helps a lot ^^ she's kind. it was really dissapointing la but we chit chatted so is fun too LOL~ so after that we were like nowhere to go already@ @ we were suppose to go this guy's house i tink his name is cynthia? er whatever. but he wasnt free. so we duno where to go LOL~ so we decided to go MUZIUM O.O! we tot mayb there were something at muzium. but again DISAPPOINTMENT = = the whole muzium is mostly about MERDEKA >.>" and got A FAMOSA y is there A FAMOSa but no KELLIE'S CASTLE roar~ so we walk around and take pictures and play @ @ gosh it was FUN LOL~ there was this tourist that wanted to take pic with me and i jus faster run away LOL so evil la : p after that it was alredi 4 pm? lol that was fast so we hungry@ @ went to jusco and ate old town SIDTH favourite place LOL~ i ate bread onli since i got dinner at house @ @. i tink i saw one the bb people but mayb it wasnt her o.o. oh well. SO TODAY IS like we suppose to find loads of information but in the end we were playing around and have fun LOL! ok this post is BORING but i jus feel like writing it @ @ no photos to put again BORING LLLAAAAA~
CANT rest.
THERE is so many things to do during HOLIDAY >.> and i jus found a nice online game to play SOB! i have to study for exam too ><. 2 days onli lols. MR TOH, our maths tcher is really going??? i tot he was bluffing ><>.> today BM class was so fun ^^ we talk about marines since our bm tcher is expert in marine. I NV TOT seahorse existed LOL! and vijesh was suppose to be OUR MONITOR gosh i am so proud of him HAHA but tcher dun let us change @ @ so he cant be a monitor. SAD :( i can see THIVEK was jealous LOL! BAN kok CALL me to do plan where to go for BB during holidays : p i planned to go PORT DICKSON and i wrote a lot of lame stuff we going to do there HAHA. suppose to be very tired after coming back from tuition but when i play com all my tiredness POOF! lol i just cant concentrate studying during tuition since there is a girl that sit beside me keep on look at me. is kind of scary. when i look somewhere else and turn back see her, she still looking at me @ @! ahh nvm la lols!
RAIN
I wonder. Why is there sadness and hatred in this world? Isn't it better if there is only happiness in our life? That will be great. Life will be so much better but now i understand. Without sadness and hatred, there really is no meaning to keep living. because by overcoming it, it can make us stronger and stronger.
TODAY was rainig very heavily le. but kind of nice i love RAIN. we sat down and chit chatted and laugh together because of the heavy rain we couldnt hear what people were saying LOL is like we dun have to care about anything at all. this morning the sun were shining so brightly as were doing PJ. 1st we play poison ball LOL I MISS THE GAME SO MUCH i remember we used to play it when we were small. and i always fall down like an IDIOT haha! and then we do exercise always do exercise veri tiring le but watever la it was fun i partner with xuan ying becoz huey ying was injured sad :( gosh i feel kinda bad for chee fong becoz he alway be tcher partner and he will SCREAM like a girl HAHA jkjk : p i feel bad couldnt go genting with them mum didnt let me go becoz she miss me :3 HAHA and then was seni i draw cartoon i tink is not bad MUAHHAAHAHA i use SIDTH watercolour and while drawing, i feel my leg was getting cold so i look down and SCREAMMMMMMMMM there were watercolour pouring on my skirt and my skirt was like in purple colour wee! me and YEN FENG faster rush to toilet and wash it lol YEN FENG was like bathing me and we both got wet and i was freezing in class zzz my shoe were wet so i took it out. and hav to walk bare footed in class. i put my shoe outside it to dry and the class were getting smelly. HAHA u know why : p? and then was BM tcher taugh us simpulan bahasa actually no nid to copy de but i be good girl and copy lor but tcher say so damn fast so i also give up la. and then was GEO tcher gave us notes for the folio and i alredi started i tink it will be nice :3 then it was ECA as usual we march and as usual we were tired after that tcher call me to help her to demonstrate CPR luckily she din kiss me :x gosh it was ticklish la she touch my body. i was lying on the floor like an idiot LOL. and then wehav to pay RM5 for PBSM! thats a lot = =" and then we got nothing to do, so me and YEN FENG went to our SECRET BASE. and then YEN YEN and her fren came and we play chicken chicken i was the bad guy and i won BOOO! there were onli 3 chicks anyway it was fun :3 and then i play another game with them and i won too! nv realize i so geng HAHA. and then started to rain and we went back class.
ALONE
*SIGH* dont know what to do right now. my computer is lagging and my family went out left me all alone. but i dun really feel lonely at all :3 sometime i nid some time alone to think. i just watch tales of the abyss GOSH it was so sad >< nostril =" =">.>" i always study at the last minute tats a bad habit of mine : x but what to do @ @? LIFE is like that.
As i slowly type out things from my heart, i remembered about my childhood memories. i dun really remember alot of things from my childhood. i cant even remember the name and faces of my kindergarten friends. Everything from that time since so blurry. i onli remember i used to be a lonely girl sitting alone on a bench daydreaming. now i tink about it i was a crazy girl when i was small. MADAM WONG used to bit me becoz i was noisy. and i always looked crazy too @ @. but now alot of things changed i grown alot taller, have more friends, and a problematic life. i tink ill go do some drawing to waste some time.
QUIZZES :P
I got nothing to do so decided to do some quizzes from QUIZILLA.
GOSH is so boring = =
help me @ @
Mysterious Lover Your dream guy is mysterious and likes to keep everything to himself. When you're around he tells you everything, but first you have to promise not to tell anyone else.All your friends think you're stupid for going for a guy whom you know nothing about. Truth is, you know everything.
COOL!~
TAG?
ER i think i been tagged = ="
001. Real Name: Seow May San, i love my name : 3 002. Nickname(s): May San, San thats all i tinks. 003. Age: 15 years old this year 004. Zodiac Sign: SCORPIO 005. Male or Female: Female. 006. Elementary: SEK. Sri Murni 007. Middle School: SEK. Sri Murni 008. High School: hmm still havent start HIGH SCHOOL but i tink is SRI MURNI >.> 009. College School: LOL havent think bout it : 3 010. Hair colour: Black 011. Long or Short: WEIRD QUESTION. but i ll got with short and spicy : 3 012. Loud or Quiet: LOUD i think HAHA 013. Sweats or Jeans: JEANS of course~ 014. Phone or Camera: BOTH :3 015. Health Freak: NOT REALLY ~~ but my sis is. 016. Drink or Smoke: DRINK but smoke is cool : p i dun smoke anyway. i am a good girl. 017. Do you have a crush on someone: Of course :3 and dont ask me hu is it lol. 018. Eat or Drink: DRINK : P 019. Piercings: none. but i want one T.T 020. Tattoos: none too = = 021. Social or Anti-Social: both ? 022. First Piercing: dun hav lor= =! 023. First Relationship: SOB why all of this questions make me so sad. 024. First Best Friend: EVRYONE is my best friends : D 025. First Award: HM...cant remember @ @ i tink i get it when i was tadika? 026. First Kiss: hais >.> 027. First Pet: NANA. i love her XD 028. First Big Vacation: TO thailand! 029. First Love at first sight: a lot? HAHA 030. First Big Birthday: last year : 3?
Currently 049. Eating: nothing? 050. Drink: nothing? 051. Excitement Level: i have nothing to be excited about now. = = 052. I'm about to: watch code geass, read manga, blogging and answering all of these 100 questions= = 053. Listening to: nothing but i can hear someone watch football >.> 054. Plan for today: i was thinking of drawing something but i was lazy so din do it HAHA 055. Waiting for: me to get tired and go sleep = = 056. Energy Level: 20% @ @ 057. Thinking of someone: NOPE 058.Want kids?: A PAIR OF TWINS : 3 059. Want to get married?: YES ^^! 060. Careers in mind?: GRAPHIC DESIGNER or ANIMATION DESIGNER i cant choose ><
Which is better in the boy/girl you like 068. Lips or Eyes?: BOTH! 069. Romantic or Funny?: BOTH! 070. Shorter or Taller?: TALLER : 3 but not too tall >.> 071. Protective or Caring?: BOTH. is hard to find a man like that @ @ 072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: BOTH! 073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: nice arms i tink >.> 074. Sensitive or Loud?: Sensitive ~~ 075. Hook-up or Relationship?: hmm i tink RELATIONSHIP ^^ 076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: THIS I HARD @ @. mayb BOTH?
Have you ever 080. Lost glasses or contacts: if i did my mum will scold me like hell. so no. 081. Ran away from home: WHY SHOULD i? i love my family :3 082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: no >.> i tink i use my leg. 083. Killed somebody: of course not! 084. Broken someone's heart: i duno. mayb got but hu knos~? 085. Been arrested: nope 087. Cried when someone died: when an animal die? yes : 3
Do you believe in 089. Yourself: not really. : / 090. Miracles: YES ^^! 091. Love at first sight: YES ^^! 092. Heaven: YES ^^! 093. Santa Claus: i dun celebrate CHRISTMAS but YES ^^! 094. Tooth Fairy: hm.. i tried putting my tooth under my pillow but nothing happened ><> 095. Kiss in the first date: SIGH no = =
Truthfully 097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now?: er mayb~~? 098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? not so HAPPY. 099. Do you believe in God? YES. 100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people
I tag, SIDTH, KAH SENG, FOOK SOON, MICH DEAR, MAAN, KWAN YEE, BAN KOK, SHER WIN and SHELL too (if you're reading this = =")
i need to tag one more person actually. but i cant think of anyone i know that do blogs @ @.
I wonder...
I'm an idiot. always running away from reality eventhough i knew somewhere in my heart that I'll face it soonner or later. I wish that it could dissapear to ease my pain, my sorrow. yesterday i learnt about life. the sir told us that we should enjoy our life given by god. ENJOY? the word 'enjoy' i couldn't feel it anymore. i wish that i could go back to how it were when things were different. maybe i could enjoy my life now too if i was a little stronger then mayb things will be different. GOD, please give me courage to move forward.
I wonder...
are u still angry at me?
i am really sorry
i really am.
so could you forgive me?
YESTERDAY
my family had steamboat at genting
it was nice : 3
but eating it for 2 days and 1 night
is pretty BORING >.>
my mum bought too much ingredients.
it was so scary ><
i hate it when we have steamboat.
my mum will buy alot of fishballs for me and my bro
hais still treating me as a kind lols.
i finally get to play AR TONELICO 2
since i left it at genting = =
i thought i could finish
but there werent enough time!
ROAR!
nvm la~
i went to bb ytd
and we cook maggie : 3
mine wasnt veri good >.>"
i bet i got the lowest mark lols.
my maggie was too dry and soft.
but i tink it was nice!
mayb because we were veri hungry after learning how to set tent.
haha it was fun la.
my sis and mum came early to fetch me
and my mum keep calling my name from the car.
YES mum i can see u from here = ="
she was jus parking at the entrance btw zzz
urgh my head kind of pain ><
mayb because i jus come down from genting
and is making my head dizzy.
i tink i should get rest now TATA~.
BUSY month
this is going to be a BUSY MONTH and my schedule is so tight ><" too many tuitions @ @ sian la i go tuition too shy to make friends @ @ what kind of COWARD i am!!!$%$#^$%&$%&*%$ this month is our 1st exam headache le thinking about it and is after holiday hais hais cant relax at all boo : p and there is the geo and sejarah project = =" and the ENGLISH WEEK too. we decided to sing COUNTRY ROADD is such a old song but nice la : 3 and we doing sketch too but havent decied what it is about la duno got time to do so many stuff anot @ @ holiday hav to go national library to find info and mayb going to genting with friends :3 HAIS HAIS today we got crossword puzzle given by our tcher for BM WEEK lol it was hard like SHIT i only think of one so i copy from my fren haha : 3 and in the end i ask tcher for the answer and everyone kno so in the end everyone win HAHA. AIYA i still got homework havent do T.T and i want to watch CODE GEASS... sob next time la~ and today something bad happen le but i am glad no one was hurt la boo i dun wanna talk bout it HAHA and i hav to buy a new black shoe le becoz the tcher dun like it ARGH! the school no taste at all!! woof!! the new one look ugly T.T i hope no one laugh sob. i alredi got 4 pairs of school shoe! woof!! SORRY MUMMY >< wasting ur money. ok better start my homework now ~~ now 11.21pm almost showing NODAME CANTABILE yay~ LALALAALA~ 3 KARANGAN COMING RIGHT UP = ="
WHAT a FUN day
HEHE today was fun :3 we decided to do drama PERTEMUAN for our bahasa week lol we started today and we hav today too. so it turned out to be very bad and embarassing HAHA. I never even read the story before but i jus simply act la. i be the MAIN CHARACTER weeee :3 MUN and is a cat so i hav to meow meow when i talk lol it was embarassing i can hear everyone laughing. so the story is about this poor little kitty call MUN finding for food. so while she finding food at a dustbin a dog came and chase her. which is act by thivek lol this part was the most embarassing one HAHA. we run around the stage like idiot lol and then MUN meet JOHNY anothing kitty act by AHMAD haha so we chat chat and then i suddenly 4got my lines. lol i was shivering on stage duno wat to do PAI SEH ><" and then suddenly KAH SENG will come out and chase me away with a stick gosh he really bit me with the stick (a roll of manila card) LOL so meow meow feeling sad then MUM SIT down a while and suddenly a car came and almost bang MUN the car is act by wee ken and thivek the doggie LOL not enuf ppl to act some of my classmate din come lol. FOOK SOON was running away = =" SO in the end they carry me to a hospital THE END lol is very short and hard to understand i can see the audiece blur blur @ @. lol watever la there were also other performance choir sajak syair gosh i was shock to see george bersajak so well i was like O.O!! mouth open HAHA. and then BAN KOK and his friends did drama lol IT WAS FUNNY LIKE HELL KAVi was like so lame sia HAHA i shud hav record it sad : ( 1st time i ever see bahasa week so fun lol.
AHHH so annoyed
AHHH I AM SO ANNOYED every hour every minute every second, i feel so annoyed about EVERYTHING in life!
life wasnt so tough when i was younger i could play around, hav fun and do ANYTHING. but now is jus different.
U ARE SUCH A COWARD. if u not happy about me, u could have just talk to me. no nid to embarass me in front of people. I HATE IT.
so TOMOROW i have to do stuff for BAHASA week. we just know about it today. so discuss dicuss @ @ we decided to do syair. KINDA NERVOUS is tomorow and we never practice or anything. i duno whether i shud come a not. but that would be like running away. and ill kno i will be sad. AIYA i dun care anything alredi. if TCHER scold us, we suffer together. if TCHER demerite us, we suffer together.
and lately i been wasting money la buying shoes and stuff. so i decided to us my own money :p which i get from CNY lol. such a good child i am. YESTERDAY i watch a video at YOUTUBE called 'CHARLIE BIT MY FINGER' lol it was funny like HELL AND they were cute like TEDDIES. but i was more surprise when i saw 84 millions ppl watch it lol. at least that cheer me up a little : p and LATELY i saw addicted to a KOREAN DRAMA call BOYS OVER FLOWERS. it onli shows on KBS two times a week sian LOR! and the F4 are HOT JIHOO u rox :p! lately no pic to put le so my blog is kinda boring HAHA.
sad : ( too blur cant see anything .
TODAY...
ok so TODAY i wearing my first black school too. i saw almost all the prefects wearing it luckily i remembered buying it at the last minute hehe. i saw all their shoe and mine was diff @ @. i hope the new prefect tcher wont scold she so scary la and fierce too. eventhough she look young and cute LOL! but seriously she scary @ @ for a woman oh did i write that i did treasure hunt during eca : 3 i tink not >.>" so i participate in treasure hunt with yf and kah seng sad sidth dun wan join : 3 1st we hear the rule hong zhou, kar fai and the new guy @ @ i tink he cheng wei >.>" was beside us. HONG ZHOU keep on saying that he will win and call us go home and babysit LOL! so confident sia we hav to find the clues at DEWAN DAVID. luckily it is jus a small place and i found it at under a chair gosh it was so tiring we hav to run to the 2nd destination then to other places. while we were running to the 4 destination i saw hong zhou and his teammate still at the 1st destination lol i was laughing hard >< but in the end we lose and we were so close hais but actually it was all thanks to yf since all the clues were asking about meaning - -" SAD : 3 but fun la.
LOL i was suppose to talk bout today but watever la today nothing really happen jus cant get used to wearing my black shoe lol all our girls in my class is prefect so they hav to wear black shoe too so when we walk together we kinda look scary HAHA! i wan to wear bak white shoe sad and SIDTH din came to school today i tink she overslept. today BM we got karangan competition it was a boring topic so i jus tembak tembak write HAHA and then maths study new topic urgh it was confusing and then computer we had fun : 3 first we hav to copy the table on the whiteboard to MICROSOFT EXCEL. lol me and yf share com and we sit at the far back. SO HARD TO SEE lol. i keep on see wrong and the guy behind me say i annoying lol = =" i say and yf type HAHA after 1 hour finally finish it lol it was jus 2 tables and we took alot of time then we play diner dash at xuan ying com i used to play the oldest version of the game and i ALWAYS win but now the newest version are hard like shit i kept lossing sia HAIS. oh yeah last week i went to bb and kah seng came too he say it was fun better than at home playing dota I WAS LIKE @ @ SO SURPRISED WHEN HE SAY it. lol good la if he tink like that. so i joined the art team and i am the 1st member to join it lol mostly all go music. argh i got alot of folios to do SIAN ><" and i havent think what place to do for GEOGRAPHY folio but hehe ill find the answer somehow :3
p.s: I ENLARGE THE WORDS BECOZ THIS SKIN MAKE MY WORD LOOK SMALLER @ @
blog in MAINTAINENCE
ok SO I AM DOING A NEW SKIN FOR MY BLOG : 3 since i already boring of the old one = =" this time is about KINDOM HEARTS XD is not as pretty as my last skin but i tink is not bad la HAHA lately i been playing KINGDOM hearts II and it rox ^^ eventhough i hav trouble killing the guitar guy HAHA! ok so i wont be posting for a while XD
PAPER PLANES.
PAPER PLANE is the best. When i throw it, all my sadness will fly away. TOday i played paper planes with my fren. I threw alot and they all flew in a stupid way HAHA. Our class were full of them :x It was tiring. I wanted to catch it but i couldnt. and i looked stupid. BUT whatever it was fun - - AHMAD AND WEE KEN keep throwing paper at me zzz. Tomoro is installation day and i couldnt come becoz i nid to visit my lovely grandparents :3 Is too bad :( Many ex ssm is going to come and i am not there?? gosh how come i alway miss the fun part T.T I WANTED TO SEE ALL OF THEM oh~ i miss them so much. I feel like throwing some paper planes again.
60 EARTH HOURS!
LOL SIDTH called me to write something about it o.O WELL of coz i am gonna do it :3 I MEAN is like so fun~ HAHA one of my neighbour is gonna have open house and is exactly the same time. I WONDER WILL THEY TURN THE LIGHT OFF TOO @ @? I WONDER ANYONE IN MY NEIGHBOURHOOD GONNA DO IT @.@? HU KNOS~ lets wait until then. EVENTHOUGH i am those type of person who hate dark, but still what i hate more is losing this precious earth that i was born onto. SO LETS ALL DO IT :3 for the earth we love.
EXAM's over~
2 DAYS of exam and is finally over~. I din study veri seriously like last time. WHAT HAPPEN TO ME !!! and expected, results were bad. MATHS got 77% ngam ngam A. but whatever la is alredi in the past : ) no point bragging bout it now right?
When people are sad, they cry. Couldn't smile. Feeling sad. Wanted to be all alone. but still there are people who care about us. Wanted us to smile. By comforting us, Smile for us, listening to all our complains, and cheer us up. FOR me, that's what real LOVE is.
Teddy :3
I made a teddy.
A brown teddy.
A cute teddy.
WELL that's what i thought : / My pretty sis bought me a DIY teddy. It took me 2 days to finish it o.O DAMN it was tiring.
especiallyy the sewing part @ @ sewing is just not my specialty i guess :3 SO AFTER 2 DAYS OF HARDWORK and i finally done. eventhough i never expect that it will look like this!
IS CUTE RITE? lol i kno : x i cant believe i made it so sucessfully eventhough i sew a lot of stuff wrongly. FROM FAR, It look cute like HELL. but when u go near, u can realize there are a lot of mistake @ @! especially the nose i hate it the most = =" it look like a moustache! BLA~ whatever la as long as i like it. MY family kept laughing when looking at it o.O = ="
AND THEN SOMETHING happen..
RESTAURANT eat eat eat eat finish eating, went home. we arrive at our car. my mum was infront of me. and then she suddenly stop and say WHAT IS THIS!!! i was like so surprise. i look on the floor and so a brown stuff. i tot it was SHIT! i look closer and it was my TEDDY! LOL!!! i faster pick it up > and the people near there saw it and they were giggling LOL EMBARASSING LE > luckily nobody pick it up.
i mean nobody even want to pick it up - -!
POOR TEDDY ~
BECAREFUL of his eyes, it can pop out easily o.O.
I DECIDED TO NAME HIM, blackie.
took some picture with him.
took by my sis~
she make one too and it was cute @. @! EXPECTED ~compare to mine is.....NOTHING to say.
SO MAD @ @!
I feel like I am a bad person. I am right? Can I change? I want to change to be someone that can always smile every second, laugh with everyone, and had a HAPPY life. but that's just impossible right? there is no such thing. but still, even if there is an hour of happiness, I want to enjoy it : )
GOSH i am yapping NONSENSE again HAHA! I DECIDED!!! from tomorow on, I am going to study for my exam. but WHO KNOWS? i may be lazy and just sleep the whole day HAHA. I want ro get rid of my LAZY ATTITUDE i always get scolded because of it : x! OH and my DOLL-DOLL has a new glasses :3 she look so cute ! if u all din know about it, scroll down to my blog YOU'll saw her :3!
EVERYONE CHANGED.
i wonder..
how long has it been?
3 years.
thats a really long time.
i really missed all those memories and our old classmates : 3
okay,
i decided to write everything about them in this post.
First i would like to start with my BESTIES~ but without photo to know their faces, thats pretty boring but luckily i found one class photo from friendster ^^. lol i cant stop laughing looking at all those photos.
Can see clearly right ^^? ok so lets start with..
LOO YEE DEAR~ gosh i miss her. long time never talk to her. SHE WAS A VERY TALL PERSON and FUNNY haha ^^ now she study at SUNGAI LONG SCHOOL and i heard she's a prefect ^^! well i tink she is suitable for that job :3 LOL HAPPY BDAY anyway ^^
TAMARA DEAR~ aka MARA she sits beside me and she is a veri pretty girl ^^ she's cool and hot too ~ last week she visit us at school. AND GOSH SHE CHANGE SO MUCH but still the MARA we know~ she's moving to AUSTRALIA LIKE FOREVER?!?! i really going to miss her : (
SHELLY DEAR aka SHELL or SMELLY. haha she also change school alredy but of coz we got contact each other. She's doing great i called her last month. and told me i speak like DONALD DUCK?!?! woof i will never 4get that! HAHA
DINNY if i remember correctly. She was a cute little girl. and her voice was ADORABLY CUTE TOO! i remember she like pinkish stuff :3 gosh she shud hav smile in this pic = = she look sad : (
SIDTH she still same school with me and we still have fun together. i met her since standard 1 and up until now! so long right~? this is what ppl call childhood fren. She knows mostly everything about me HAHA.
YEN FENG she's smart, pretty, polite and kind. she always gets no 1 kind of jealous HAHA but proud of her too. She's still same school as me and we always hang out at our secret BASE HAHA :3 can barely see her face in the photo LOL
SHER WIN. She is veri smart and sporting too. i still remember she like to play footballs with the boys and she was good~. noow she study at cempaka but i saw her last sunday and we chat like HELL. haha. looks like she's veri busy with her school stuff :3 and she look taller too. gosh it made me look short HAHA.
CHUI SEE. She's a pretty girl ^^ and i still remember her cute handwriting. :3 is veri hard to contact her now since she dun online and she change her hp no alredi. i still remember i call the wrong person when i was trying to call her LOL embarassing anyway i kno is late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY :3
lastly, MATHURA. haha i bet alot of ppl remember her. She was a weird girl. i barely talk to her actually but i kno she like VIJESH HAHA. too bad she's not in the photo.
i guess thats all the girls. now the guys.... there is a little guys in the pic mayb they went playing footbal that time.
KENNY i remember this guy was the most evil one in the class. he used to bit me and bully me = ="! and he stinks after playing back from football. but he funny la HAHA. always let tcher scold lol.
WENG JUN this guys is very shy. well that was what i remember la but last month i chat with him and he keep calling me **** i was like = =" but he is doing well anyway he studying in SRI GARDEN NOW :3 gosh i miss his cute little sis.
LIANG SHENG GOSH THIS GUY IS THE CUTEst in our class HAHA i still remember he used to call us STUPID GIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLL it was like so cute and funny HAHA and his drawing too. i love all his drawing :3 their eyes are all big and cute and so is he writing it was HUGE. lol I WONDER HOW he is doing now :3
JIA JUN the twin brothers. this is the elder one. gosh i still remember he used to tell me lame jokes from behind and i laugh like hell. and all of them are super duper lame = =" no sense at all. and he love playing pokemon cards alot i still remember i lie to him about the gold pokemon card HAHA.
JIA JIAN the other twin this guy is different from his elder bro. i remember he bit me sometimes dunno why @ @ kinda forget : p they both are now studying at SRI GARDEN and i heard from WEN JUN they doing fine :3
CRAIG aka COW lol we call him cow becoz he ate grass when he fell down accidentally so from that say on we call him COW now he study in STELLA MARIS lol so far @ @ and he's still thin like hell. = =" but his little bro so cute and fat :3 i chat with him ytd i tink = = but he was busy so din really chat with us SAD :(
JASON a quiet guy thats what i tink = = " he's smart and like to play football like other guys now he study perimbun and he came to our school last year gosh he change so much barely recognized him. and he so sarcastion SOSOSOSOSOOSOSOSO SARCASTIC ROAR!! veri hard talking to him.
SOON HONG this guy still study same school as us and is quiet as usual = = still scare of girls as usual i tink i shud wear like boy then can talk to him @ @ so hard to talk to him anyway he same team with us for sej project kinda sad :3 he's the onli guy with tian chun in the team.
KAH SENG almost 4get bout you~ what can i say? u still same school as me and as cute as ever HAHA lol he sure bit me when he read this
WAI LOON this guy also long time never contact him the last time was KENNY BDAY PARTy i tin lol he was veri quiet that time :3 i like they way he tuck in his shirt :x i duno how to contact him now sinc ehe barely online too.
EZAMIL this guys still same school as me too. he funny and change alot from this pic la he look like nerd in it = = but now u look handsome handome lor ^^
THATS ALL I GUESS ^^ miss u guys so muchiexx!
It was a fun study trip. :3
LOL today was pretty fun :3 we were suppose to go library @ @ sidth mum drove us there but it din open on MONDAY. so ok lor when arkib lor i saw kah seng and his frens there we arrive there like around 11am and they alredi done at the arkib i wonder what time did there arrive there @ @ i was like = =" since when they become so hardworking LOL ~ it was veri mafan jus to go in to arkib have to register and cannot bring bag and not even pencil box is not like anyone is gonna kill some1 with a pensil box LOL~ so we went in. GOSH it was.. duno how to say le 1st time went in and there is veri little books erm kind of surprise and wats more surprise is there is barely anything on kellie's castle we were like so dissapointed we all look so emo. there were another group of student that sat beside us and i saw them finding so many information. i was like so jealous. SIDTH mum really helps a lot ^^ she's kind. it was really dissapointing la but we chit chatted so is fun too LOL~ so after that we were like nowhere to go already@ @ we were suppose to go this guy's house i tink his name is cynthia? er whatever. but he wasnt free. so we duno where to go LOL~ so we decided to go MUZIUM O.O! we tot mayb there were something at muzium. but again DISAPPOINTMENT = = the whole muzium is mostly about MERDEKA >.>" and got A FAMOSA y is there A FAMOSa but no KELLIE'S CASTLE roar~ so we walk around and take pictures and play @ @ gosh it was FUN LOL~ there was this tourist that wanted to take pic with me and i jus faster run away LOL so evil la : p after that it was alredi 4 pm? lol that was fast so we hungry@ @ went to jusco and ate old town SIDTH favourite place LOL~ i ate bread onli since i got dinner at house @ @. i tink i saw one the bb people but mayb it wasnt her o.o. oh well. SO TODAY IS like we suppose to find loads of information but in the end we were playing around and have fun LOL! ok this post is BORING but i jus feel like writing it @ @ no photos to put again BORING LLLAAAAA~
CANT rest.
THERE is so many things to do during HOLIDAY >.> and i jus found a nice online game to play SOB! i have to study for exam too ><. 2 days onli lols. MR TOH, our maths tcher is really going??? i tot he was bluffing ><>.> today BM class was so fun ^^ we talk about marines since our bm tcher is expert in marine. I NV TOT seahorse existed LOL! and vijesh was suppose to be OUR MONITOR gosh i am so proud of him HAHA but tcher dun let us change @ @ so he cant be a monitor. SAD :( i can see THIVEK was jealous LOL! BAN kok CALL me to do plan where to go for BB during holidays : p i planned to go PORT DICKSON and i wrote a lot of lame stuff we going to do there HAHA. suppose to be very tired after coming back from tuition but when i play com all my tiredness POOF! lol i just cant concentrate studying during tuition since there is a girl that sit beside me keep on look at me. is kind of scary. when i look somewhere else and turn back see her, she still looking at me @ @! ahh nvm la lols!
RAIN
I wonder. Why is there sadness and hatred in this world? Isn't it better if there is only happiness in our life? That will be great. Life will be so much better but now i understand. Without sadness and hatred, there really is no meaning to keep living. because by overcoming it, it can make us stronger and stronger.
TODAY was rainig very heavily le. but kind of nice i love RAIN. we sat down and chit chatted and laugh together because of the heavy rain we couldnt hear what people were saying LOL is like we dun have to care about anything at all. this morning the sun were shining so brightly as were doing PJ. 1st we play poison ball LOL I MISS THE GAME SO MUCH i remember we used to play it when we were small. and i always fall down like an IDIOT haha! and then we do exercise always do exercise veri tiring le but watever la it was fun i partner with xuan ying becoz huey ying was injured sad :( gosh i feel kinda bad for chee fong becoz he alway be tcher partner and he will SCREAM like a girl HAHA jkjk : p i feel bad couldnt go genting with them mum didnt let me go becoz she miss me :3 HAHA and then was seni i draw cartoon i tink is not bad MUAHHAAHAHA i use SIDTH watercolour and while drawing, i feel my leg was getting cold so i look down and SCREAMMMMMMMMM there were watercolour pouring on my skirt and my skirt was like in purple colour wee! me and YEN FENG faster rush to toilet and wash it lol YEN FENG was like bathing me and we both got wet and i was freezing in class zzz my shoe were wet so i took it out. and hav to walk bare footed in class. i put my shoe outside it to dry and the class were getting smelly. HAHA u know why : p? and then was BM tcher taugh us simpulan bahasa actually no nid to copy de but i be good girl and copy lor but tcher say so damn fast so i also give up la. and then was GEO tcher gave us notes for the folio and i alredi started i tink it will be nice :3 then it was ECA as usual we march and as usual we were tired after that tcher call me to help her to demonstrate CPR luckily she din kiss me :x gosh it was ticklish la she touch my body. i was lying on the floor like an idiot LOL. and then wehav to pay RM5 for PBSM! thats a lot = =" and then we got nothing to do, so me and YEN FENG went to our SECRET BASE. and then YEN YEN and her fren came and we play chicken chicken i was the bad guy and i won BOOO! there were onli 3 chicks anyway it was fun :3 and then i play another game with them and i won too! nv realize i so geng HAHA. and then started to rain and we went back class.
ALONE
*SIGH* dont know what to do right now. my computer is lagging and my family went out left me all alone. but i dun really feel lonely at all :3 sometime i nid some time alone to think. i just watch tales of the abyss GOSH it was so sad >< nostril =" =">.>" i always study at the last minute tats a bad habit of mine : x but what to do @ @? LIFE is like that.
As i slowly type out things from my heart, i remembered about my childhood memories. i dun really remember alot of things from my childhood. i cant even remember the name and faces of my kindergarten friends. Everything from that time since so blurry. i onli remember i used to be a lonely girl sitting alone on a bench daydreaming. now i tink about it i was a crazy girl when i was small. MADAM WONG used to bit me becoz i was noisy. and i always looked crazy too @ @. but now alot of things changed i grown alot taller, have more friends, and a problematic life. i tink ill go do some drawing to waste some time.
QUIZZES :P
I got nothing to do so decided to do some quizzes from QUIZILLA.
GOSH is so boring = =
help me @ @
Mysterious Lover Your dream guy is mysterious and likes to keep everything to himself. When you're around he tells you everything, but first you have to promise not to tell anyone else.All your friends think you're stupid for going for a guy whom you know nothing about. Truth is, you know everything.
COOL!~
TAG?
ER i think i been tagged = ="
001. Real Name: Seow May San, i love my name : 3 002. Nickname(s): May San, San thats all i tinks. 003. Age: 15 years old this year 004. Zodiac Sign: SCORPIO 005. Male or Female: Female. 006. Elementary: SEK. Sri Murni 007. Middle School: SEK. Sri Murni 008. High School: hmm still havent start HIGH SCHOOL but i tink is SRI MURNI >.> 009. College School: LOL havent think bout it : 3 010. Hair colour: Black 011. Long or Short: WEIRD QUESTION. but i ll got with short and spicy : 3 012. Loud or Quiet: LOUD i think HAHA 013. Sweats or Jeans: JEANS of course~ 014. Phone or Camera: BOTH :3 015. Health Freak: NOT REALLY ~~ but my sis is. 016. Drink or Smoke: DRINK but smoke is cool : p i dun smoke anyway. i am a good girl. 017. Do you have a crush on someone: Of course :3 and dont ask me hu is it lol. 018. Eat or Drink: DRINK : P 019. Piercings: none. but i want one T.T 020. Tattoos: none too = = 021. Social or Anti-Social: both ? 022. First Piercing: dun hav lor= =! 023. First Relationship: SOB why all of this questions make me so sad. 024. First Best Friend: EVRYONE is my best friends : D 025. First Award: HM...cant remember @ @ i tink i get it when i was tadika? 026. First Kiss: hais >.> 027. First Pet: NANA. i love her XD 028. First Big Vacation: TO thailand! 029. First Love at first sight: a lot? HAHA 030. First Big Birthday: last year : 3?
Currently 049. Eating: nothing? 050. Drink: nothing? 051. Excitement Level: i have nothing to be excited about now. = = 052. I'm about to: watch code geass, read manga, blogging and answering all of these 100 questions= = 053. Listening to: nothing but i can hear someone watch football >.> 054. Plan for today: i was thinking of drawing something but i was lazy so din do it HAHA 055. Waiting for: me to get tired and go sleep = = 056. Energy Level: 20% @ @ 057. Thinking of someone: NOPE 058.Want kids?: A PAIR OF TWINS : 3 059. Want to get married?: YES ^^! 060. Careers in mind?: GRAPHIC DESIGNER or ANIMATION DESIGNER i cant choose ><
Which is better in the boy/girl you like 068. Lips or Eyes?: BOTH! 069. Romantic or Funny?: BOTH! 070. Shorter or Taller?: TALLER : 3 but not too tall >.> 071. Protective or Caring?: BOTH. is hard to find a man like that @ @ 072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: BOTH! 073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: nice arms i tink >.> 074. Sensitive or Loud?: Sensitive ~~ 075. Hook-up or Relationship?: hmm i tink RELATIONSHIP ^^ 076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: THIS I HARD @ @. mayb BOTH?
Have you ever 080. Lost glasses or contacts: if i did my mum will scold me like hell. so no. 081. Ran away from home: WHY SHOULD i? i love my family :3 082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: no >.> i tink i use my leg. 083. Killed somebody: of course not! 084. Broken someone's heart: i duno. mayb got but hu knos~? 085. Been arrested: nope 087. Cried when someone died: when an animal die? yes : 3
Do you believe in 089. Yourself: not really. : / 090. Miracles: YES ^^! 091. Love at first sight: YES ^^! 092. Heaven: YES ^^! 093. Santa Claus: i dun celebrate CHRISTMAS but YES ^^! 094. Tooth Fairy: hm.. i tried putting my tooth under my pillow but nothing happened ><> 095. Kiss in the first date: SIGH no = =
Truthfully 097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now?: er mayb~~? 098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? not so HAPPY. 099. Do you believe in God? YES. 100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people
I tag, SIDTH, KAH SENG, FOOK SOON, MICH DEAR, MAAN, KWAN YEE, BAN KOK, SHER WIN and SHELL too (if you're reading this = =")
i need to tag one more person actually. but i cant think of anyone i know that do blogs @ @.
I wonder...
I'm an idiot. always running away from reality eventhough i knew somewhere in my heart that I'll face it soonner or later. I wish that it could dissapear to ease my pain, my sorrow. yesterday i learnt about life. the sir told us that we should enjoy our life given by god. ENJOY? the word 'enjoy' i couldn't feel it anymore. i wish that i could go back to how it were when things were different. maybe i could enjoy my life now too if i was a little stronger then mayb things will be different. GOD, please give me courage to move forward.
I wonder...
are u still angry at me?
i am really sorry
i really am.
so could you forgive me?
YESTERDAY
my family had steamboat at genting
it was nice : 3
but eating it for 2 days and 1 night
is pretty BORING >.>
my mum bought too much ingredients.
it was so scary ><
i hate it when we have steamboat.
my mum will buy alot of fishballs for me and my bro
hais still treating me as a kind lols.
i finally get to play AR TONELICO 2
since i left it at genting = =
i thought i could finish
but there werent enough time!
ROAR!
nvm la~
i went to bb ytd
and we cook maggie : 3
mine wasnt veri good >.>"
i bet i got the lowest mark lols.
my maggie was too dry and soft.
but i tink it was nice!
mayb because we were veri hungry after learning how to set tent.
haha it was fun la.
my sis and mum came early to fetch me
and my mum keep calling my name from the car.
YES mum i can see u from here = ="
she was jus parking at the entrance btw zzz
urgh my head kind of pain ><
mayb because i jus come down from genting
and is making my head dizzy.
i tink i should get rest now TATA~.
BUSY month
this is going to be a BUSY MONTH and my schedule is so tight ><" too many tuitions @ @ sian la i go tuition too shy to make friends @ @ what kind of COWARD i am!!!$%$#^$%&$%&*%$ this month is our 1st exam headache le thinking about it and is after holiday hais hais cant relax at all boo : p and there is the geo and sejarah project = =" and the ENGLISH WEEK too. we decided to sing COUNTRY ROADD is such a old song but nice la : 3 and we doing sketch too but havent decied what it is about la duno got time to do so many stuff anot @ @ holiday hav to go national library to find info and mayb going to genting with friends :3 HAIS HAIS today we got crossword puzzle given by our tcher for BM WEEK lol it was hard like SHIT i only think of one so i copy from my fren haha : 3 and in the end i ask tcher for the answer and everyone kno so in the end everyone win HAHA. AIYA i still got homework havent do T.T and i want to watch CODE GEASS... sob next time la~ and today something bad happen le but i am glad no one was hurt la boo i dun wanna talk bout it HAHA and i hav to buy a new black shoe le becoz the tcher dun like it ARGH! the school no taste at all!! woof!! the new one look ugly T.T i hope no one laugh sob. i alredi got 4 pairs of school shoe! woof!! SORRY MUMMY >< wasting ur money. ok better start my homework now ~~ now 11.21pm almost showing NODAME CANTABILE yay~ LALALAALA~ 3 KARANGAN COMING RIGHT UP = ="
WHAT a FUN day
HEHE today was fun :3 we decided to do drama PERTEMUAN for our bahasa week lol we started today and we hav today too. so it turned out to be very bad and embarassing HAHA. I never even read the story before but i jus simply act la. i be the MAIN CHARACTER weeee :3 MUN and is a cat so i hav to meow meow when i talk lol it was embarassing i can hear everyone laughing. so the story is about this poor little kitty call MUN finding for food. so while she finding food at a dustbin a dog came and chase her. which is act by thivek lol this part was the most embarassing one HAHA. we run around the stage like idiot lol and then MUN meet JOHNY anothing kitty act by AHMAD haha so we chat chat and then i suddenly 4got my lines. lol i was shivering on stage duno wat to do PAI SEH ><" and then suddenly KAH SENG will come out and chase me away with a stick gosh he really bit me with the stick (a roll of manila card) LOL so meow meow feeling sad then MUM SIT down a while and suddenly a car came and almost bang MUN the car is act by wee ken and thivek the doggie LOL not enuf ppl to act some of my classmate din come lol. FOOK SOON was running away = =" SO in the end they carry me to a hospital THE END lol is very short and hard to understand i can see the audiece blur blur @ @. lol watever la there were also other performance choir sajak syair gosh i was shock to see george bersajak so well i was like O.O!! mouth open HAHA. and then BAN KOK and his friends did drama lol IT WAS FUNNY LIKE HELL KAVi was like so lame sia HAHA i shud hav record it sad : ( 1st time i ever see bahasa week so fun lol.
AHHH so annoyed
AHHH I AM SO ANNOYED every hour every minute every second, i feel so annoyed about EVERYTHING in life!
life wasnt so tough when i was younger i could play around, hav fun and do ANYTHING. but now is jus different.
U ARE SUCH A COWARD. if u not happy about me, u could have just talk to me. no nid to embarass me in front of people. I HATE IT.
so TOMOROW i have to do stuff for BAHASA week. we just know about it today. so discuss dicuss @ @ we decided to do syair. KINDA NERVOUS is tomorow and we never practice or anything. i duno whether i shud come a not. but that would be like running away. and ill kno i will be sad. AIYA i dun care anything alredi. if TCHER scold us, we suffer together. if TCHER demerite us, we suffer together.
and lately i been wasting money la buying shoes and stuff. so i decided to us my own money :p which i get from CNY lol. such a good child i am. YESTERDAY i watch a video at YOUTUBE called 'CHARLIE BIT MY FINGER' lol it was funny like HELL AND they were cute like TEDDIES. but i was more surprise when i saw 84 millions ppl watch it lol. at least that cheer me up a little : p and LATELY i saw addicted to a KOREAN DRAMA call BOYS OVER FLOWERS. it onli shows on KBS two times a week sian LOR! and the F4 are HOT JIHOO u rox :p! lately no pic to put le so my blog is kinda boring HAHA.
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TODAY...
ok so TODAY i wearing my first black school too. i saw almost all the prefects wearing it luckily i remembered buying it at the last minute hehe. i saw all their shoe and mine was diff @ @. i hope the new prefect tcher wont scold she so scary la and fierce too. eventhough she look young and cute LOL! but seriously she scary @ @ for a woman oh did i write that i did treasure hunt during eca : 3 i tink not >.>" so i participate in treasure hunt with yf and kah seng sad sidth dun wan join : 3 1st we hear the rule hong zhou, kar fai and the new guy @ @ i tink he cheng wei >.>" was beside us. HONG ZHOU keep on saying that he will win and call us go home and babysit LOL! so confident sia we hav to find the clues at DEWAN DAVID. luckily it is jus a small place and i found it at under a chair gosh it was so tiring we hav to run to the 2nd destination then to other places. while we were running to the 4 destination i saw hong zhou and his teammate still at the 1st destination lol i was laughing hard >< but in the end we lose and we were so close hais but actually it was all thanks to yf since all the clues were asking about meaning - -" SAD : 3 but fun la.
LOL i was suppose to talk bout today but watever la today nothing really happen jus cant get used to wearing my black shoe lol all our girls in my class is prefect so they hav to wear black shoe too so when we walk together we kinda look scary HAHA! i wan to wear bak white shoe sad and SIDTH din came to school today i tink she overslept. today BM we got karangan competition it was a boring topic so i jus tembak tembak write HAHA and then maths study new topic urgh it was confusing and then computer we had fun : 3 first we hav to copy the table on the whiteboard to MICROSOFT EXCEL. lol me and yf share com and we sit at the far back. SO HARD TO SEE lol. i keep on see wrong and the guy behind me say i annoying lol = =" i say and yf type HAHA after 1 hour finally finish it lol it was jus 2 tables and we took alot of time then we play diner dash at xuan ying com i used to play the oldest version of the game and i ALWAYS win but now the newest version are hard like shit i kept lossing sia HAIS. oh yeah last week i went to bb and kah seng came too he say it was fun better than at home playing dota I WAS LIKE @ @ SO SURPRISED WHEN HE SAY it. lol good la if he tink like that. so i joined the art team and i am the 1st member to join it lol mostly all go music. argh i got alot of folios to do SIAN ><" and i havent think what place to do for GEOGRAPHY folio but hehe ill find the answer somehow :3
p.s: I ENLARGE THE WORDS BECOZ THIS SKIN MAKE MY WORD LOOK SMALLER @ @
blog in MAINTAINENCE
ok SO I AM DOING A NEW SKIN FOR MY BLOG : 3 since i already boring of the old one = =" this time is about KINDOM HEARTS XD is not as pretty as my last skin but i tink is not bad la HAHA lately i been playing KINGDOM hearts II and it rox ^^ eventhough i hav trouble killing the guitar guy HAHA! ok so i wont be posting for a while XD
